I guess I'm doing okay these days now... Not hurting as much anymore, but for sure, I'm missing him big time. I called him earlier to get this one website, but I think his mommy picked up and said he wasn't home. I guess he's getting ready to go to Indiana this weekend.
Sigh... I haven't found the guts to tell my mom we broke up yet. She seems so happy when I talk to her about him. That's what scares me... and I'm afraid of what she might say to me. Ugh... I don't know what to do. I guess it's better if I tell her rather than letting her find out, but yet, I'm scare too. Idk... I miss him tons today. Only saw him this morning when he got on the bus. Other than that, not even a glimpse. I wasn't on the bus either... I guess you can say I'm still kinda upset because of what Meng said to me... though I personally still think it's a lame reason to be mad, I am still mad. LOL. Idk what's wrong with me. x)
But yeah... I finally got a new phone. x) It's a SAMSUNG RANT. (: It's really cool & I got text messaging too... only three hundred though! >=/ ... But I guess it's better than nothing right? hehehe... I really hope I get to talk to him before he goes... though I doubt he'll talk to me. Blah... oh well. I miss him. Good days. x)
P.S. No longer crying. x) And oh yeah, me and Nou Soua played GARBAGE when I stayed afterschool. Haha, we had fun, except for the fact that he BEAT ME LIKE TWO TIMES IN THE GAME! LOL. x)
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