Ka Xiong says: "Stop making yourself so available. Show him that you're strong & that you don't care." You're right. I probably make myself too available and I probably show him that I care too much. Maybe I was there too much & he doesn't want me anymore. I gave myself up to make him happy too easily. I abused myself & my emotions. I abused my love and went beyond what anybody would go. I overloved him. I over did my responsibility as a girlfriend. I overloaded myself. I always think about him first instead of myself. I even put him infront of me. But from now on, I'll be strong. I'll stop making myself available to anyone. All it takes is some make-up and a smile.
Even though I still love him more than anything, I have to start loving myself. & I hope one day, he will figure out that I was the one who loved him more than anything.
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