I lied...

I lied... I can't let you go as of right now. I'm still struggling, still crying, still hurting, still hiding, still in pain. Babes... just please talk to me! Sigh ... I feel like I should call you, but it seems as if you don't even wanna hear how I'm doing. Seems like you don't even care anymore... I don't know what to do anymore ... this is slowly killing me. It's slowly suffocating me ... I'm so frustrated with things as of right now... I just really want you back here ... come back please? Please ...