I feel like I'm nothing but bullcrap to him now... I'm trying so hard to get through to him...but I feel like I haven't even touch him yet. I try so hard to leave him, but something just keeps pulling me back. They say keep hanging on. But the more I hang on, the more I want to hang myself. He's suffocating me & I'm slowly losing my breath.
That look he gave me, it just totally killed. I don't understand what I'm doing that is so wrong? I don't understand why I want to be with him when he doesn't want to be with me. I don't know what to do anymore... I just want him to come back... I just want him back in my arms... but the more I try to reach for him, it seems like the more he wants to move away... Sigh... tell me what I'm suppose to do .... Oh lord, just please answer my prayers already ... I don't want to suffer anymore ... love is such a pain in the ass ... please don't make people fall in love anymore ...
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