FOR SOME REASON ...

For some weird reason, I can't act shady & stone heart towards him. For some reason, I just don't feel the same way I did towards the other past lovers. I guess it's probably because I've spent so much time on him and me. I guess it's probably because I had so much plan for us. I guess it's because for awhile there, he treated me the way I was suppose to be treated. But it's hard to say now if six months will give me enough time to let him go. I just can't see it happening, though I heard it clear and loud. I just can't imagine myself without him. He's become a part of me & with that, I can't let go.