In my dreams you tell me you're sorry, you tell me you miss me, love me, and want me back. You say it hurts you more than how it'll ever hurt me. But in reality, I'm the only one torn. I don't understand why I have these visions of you when I sleep. Is it because deep within we are meant to be and this break is a challenge we have to go through to see if its worth while? Or is it because I'm just still numb and can't let go?
In my visions you don't look like how you do today. In my vision you're still the same old way. The one that use to love, hold, and promise to never let go. But every time I see you my heart feels broken after happiness. I push you away, ignore you, run as far as I can. Not wanting to feel the same pain, the same heart.
I don't understand...and I guess I never will. Dreamland vs Reality...who do you think would win? Reality of course.
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