I have no more time for myself; seriously. I'm constantly finding myself in sweat pants & a t-shirt on weekends with a pony tail. Then on weekdays, I'm in sweaters, socks, tennis shoes, and jeans. My hair is always in a mess & I'm always constantly tired. When I'm tired, I feel light headed & my heart beats at an irregular heart rate. It makes me want to throw up.
I feel so super scrubby this year. It's like, I never dress up anymore. I have nothing fancy to wear, nothing interesting to do with my hair except put it up or put it down. School life has really gotten to me. UGH...
I feel so ugly these days. When I see other girls wear something nice, I'm like, "UGH. Why can't I ever have time for that?" Got dang...life's super busy & crazy now. I need a break. I need to go out & just have a blast away @ a random party or something.
My photogenic days are over. My pictures are always old ones. It's like I'm just living in the same old time period. Like nothing's changing - Wait; did I just say nothing's changing? ... I never thought I would like changes. Interesting.
Ahh...I need something spontaneous to happen. Life's boring these days-always work, eat, sleep, and work some more. ;/ I want a break & I want to have fun.
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