In Econ, Nou Soua asked me if I wanted to go work outside. I told him, "No. I don't want to. If I go out there, we both know that we both won't work." He kept bothering me...so I just some how blurt out, "I don't want to see him. I'm trying to avoiding him." And he asked, "What? Why?"
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That's the point, I don't know why I want to avoid him. I feel like I've been trying to avoid him these last few days. Been taking different ways to not see him. Been trying to distract myself from thoughts of him. Avoiding Facebook too. Now how extreme is that? LOL. Cause I'm like a Facebook Addict. Hahaha.
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But then again...Idk! I feel all over the place. I hate it when I avoid him though; but I still avoid him. How self-irritating is that? ;/
Such a dumb situation right now. I guess I'll just wait until he comes back from Kansas and see what happens. ;/ Always gotta wait for these people. Darn.
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