It's been too long. I don't know how this whole "love" thing works anymore. I feel so stupid & clumsy when I'm with a person who I think is simply adorable. Is that how it's suppose to work? Or am I suppose to be myself? I mean, of course I know that you miss them & want to be with them, but what about the whole...starting to fall thing? I think I've turned bad at that. Zong said, "You're suppose to take advantage of your time when you're with a hot guy." Well yeah, duh?! But what if I don't know what to do? Ugh; I hate feeling so clumsy. I feel so stupid.
But whatever, I guess time will come & I will finally master it again. Hahaha. It's amazing; I've been single for the longest time since I started dating. One year & eight months. Almost two baby! Watch me break the record! Hahaha. JKidds. We'll see where my heart brings me. I don't mind prince charming coming later on in life. Let me enjoy life as it is right now. Happy with my family & everything about me. (; But it wouldn't hurt if he met me half way cause I wouldn't mind sharing my life with him right now & sharing it later anyway because I know that I love him. [;
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