If you have been playing the commitment game with something, it is feeling like it is coming to a head right now. For you, it's not in your head and you can't be quite sure whether the game is being played on you or if it is the real deal. The emotional side of this situation is a little more intense than it even appears, so play your cards slowly on this one. You have been working at the loyalty and the faithfulness, and if someone else isn't on the same page, you need to cut your losses. But do so with a smile and the effect will be much greater.
Horoscope of the day. August 13th, 2009.
What does this mean? If I have been feeling the game of commitment then it's coming my way? Yet, I'm not quite sure what my answer will be? I have no clue man...I swear.
Anyways, I think I've came to really liking him...I think I'll have to admit it. I couldn't sleep yesterday. I was thinking about him...it's been such a long time since I've felt all this emotions. He makes me so mad, so angry, so sad, yet so happy, joyful, and carefree. Idk what it is anymore...Am I really into him this much? I don't know what draws & attracts me to him cause he is nothing like what I thought my type of guy would be like. I mean, yes, he's got all the physical features & the humorous things - he's a fun person to be with, but socially, he's not what I want. He's not into school much, so much into breaking, he's always "CHILLING"...whatever that means...and he drinks...That is totally off from my guy. But BLAH! What is it that draws me to him? I don't know what it is and it's making me all over the place...
Feels like he's been ignoring me, avoiding me. People say maybe he's just shy; I say no. I think he's just avoiding me for the purpose of it. I don't know why. Maybe because I'm beginning to feel like "LEAVE ME ALONE" to him. Maybe I am annoying him. Maybe he's not interested? Or maybe he's just BUSY?! I don't know. I really don't know. Hahaha. I'm such a confused & lost person. But I guess just keep playing the game & see how far things will go.
It feels so different when I'm with him & I like that different-ness he brings.
OH YEAH! He gave my number to his cousin-in-law [?] . His cousin-in-law saw me at the party & said he liked me? But I'm not into his cousin-in-law...but rather him. BLAHHH. Makes me so...WTF????!!! Hahahaha.
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