I can still feel and remember that heart break. It's like a vivid memory in my heart. No matter how much I try to forget it, it can't be forgotten. Every time I stare at your photos, every time I see that smiling face, my emotions get all wrapped up and I go a couple years back in my broken heart wishing I could relive those memories again. But no matter what I do, no matter how hard I wish, that miracle can't happen because life isn't a fairy tale, nor is it a movie.
I miss all those moments when I had all those butterflies in my stomach. I miss those times whenever I would see your face and I would feel the happiest in the world. I miss those times when words can't explain how I feel towards you, and action can't even show how much I love and want to be with you. I miss being loved by you. I miss your phone calls, our late night conversations, the way you made fun of me. I miss hating you, but at the same time, wanting to be with you just as bad.
I find it so hard to find myself back in those memories. I find it so hard to find that guy who would sweep me off my feet like you did. Every where I go, I can't seem to put myself back into a "wanting a relationship" status. Every where I go, I wish you were there walking towards me with nothing but a simple smile.
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