Emotionless

Let's just say, I'm happy for you - even though it hurts; I will ignore that fact and face you as an emotionless person who has no feelings. That is my goal from here on out. I don't want to show anymore emotions, I don't want to run anymore tears. I don't want my feelings to pull me back, and I will ignore being so serious all the time. I will take sarcasm into my world & make a living out of it. I will enjoy my spring break without the thought of you & I will move on with life. The spring rain is finally falling upon my skin & hopefully it will wash away all the memories and tears. I believe memories are only created and kept with the heart; not the mind. And in my case, what is there to remember, what is there to feel, when your my heart is broken & shattered into millions of pieces? The answer is, nothing. Our memories will slowly vanish and become another old lesson I learned throughout life - another joke to laugh about when I'm old and wrinkly. And as for you, another person in this heart of mines.